Monday, March 31, 2008
second off:
got up at 7am
not enough slp,
couldn't slp but i forced myself to,
830 for appt.
arranged for second viewing on thursday,
got back home read up again on my Module 8.
dad asked me why yesterday no meet up for dinner session.
jus skipped the topic and moved on with asking him question.
chatted with j online,
saying it's good working hard and playing hard.
but nv lose urself.
i wun let u too.
its a promise i made.
i jus simply wan everyone around me to be happy,
HAPPY
only u and u.
knows how much i miss. u
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&3:15:00 PM
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Look through this brokenfames.of mine
&8:46:00 PM
words that made me twitch.
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"It's safe to fall if you just trust...
trust the ground that you stand on.
I swear I will never let you down"
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"When I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you,
When I first talked to you I was afraid to like you,
When I first liked you I was afraid to love you,
Now that I love you I'm afraid to lose you."
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"Feels like you could kiss my imperfections away,
and I would stand by your side until the sun turns the sky"
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"If I gave you pretty enough words,
could you paint a picture of us that works?"
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"The sad truth is that most evil is done by people who never make up their minds to be good or evil."
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"Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now,
lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good.
His life may also have much sadness and difficulty,
that remains far beyond yours.
Were it otherwise,
he would never have been able to find these words."
Look through this brokenfames.of mine
&8:14:00 PM
Taiwan?
or
Bangkok?
aprils comission is coming up,
plus
GST plus my
ns pay.
good enough to go for a nice holiday.
something which i promise.
we deserve a good holiday.
but right now is where to go man.
gotta plan soon,book earlier cheaper rate.
jeez.headache.
wat say u?
dad passed me the bank book,
0_0
if only i can draw it all out.
rp's laptop sucks man...
have the domain thing going on and all,
i forgot how to remove it.
but the price is good.
but if i clinched two more deals,
i can jus put it back and no worries to it.
anyway sis finally understood wat i am toking,
we made a pact.
thanks sis for being understanding,
laptop settled,holiday half way,
how i hope to tell u alll these in ur presence.
when i had my meals, i will think if u took ur's,
had enough water ma?
is ur stomach stitch still hurting..
had ur haircut le ma?
all these little thoughts....
kept goin on my mind..
miss u
hse viewing later on,
try to finish early see if i can meet up with j for ktv,
cheer ups!!=)
drowning our sorrow thru fun is jus a temp remedy.
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&7:14:00 PM
went for my driving lesson,
got abit nervous,
but things got abit smooth after awhile,
some driving around u turns, and there ti goes one lessons.ha.
i am glad things are moving the way i want,
getting a stable income plus my nspay.
my instructor is gonna try to find some more slots for me to fit in so yeah i am so gonna be working hard for it.
tomorrow afternoon viewing appt,macpherson.
she's starting her work soon too,
i hope everything turns well for u.
Vindicated in so mani ways
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&4:37:00 PM
Saturday, March 29, 2008
my heart skipped a beat when i saw her sms,
regardless of content,
knowing she's fine,
misperception,
truth will prevail.
i truly believe.
love,
it's been hard on us,
eyes set on the other ring,
thoughts of you,
a promise i made to u,
lovely memories,
i can't foresake,
ur warmth,
ur smile,
ur voice,
i miss it all.
save what's left of my pride
opening up my arms for the last time
it's your call my dime?
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&2:21:00 PM
i jus need to release all these negative energy.
fark.
Look through this brokenfames.of mine
&7:37:00 AM
wronged and wronged.
jeez.
it feels like shit.
facts is the issue.
it was nv shallow,
i still believe in us,
tat u will be back in my arms still.
i will wait.
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&6:59:00 AM
Friday, March 28, 2008
deleted.
it look bad.
i realise.
i jus need a channel to vent my anger.
different pple got their own form of releasing their negative energy
i need no explanation.
thats all.
Look through this brokenfames.of mine
&7:17:00 PM
hope everything turns out well,
nice knowing jaymee,sky,yong qiang,evelyn,
jaymee - i hope u will find ur true one and be happy always
sky - even though i do not know u for long but i can see that u're a great guy to hang out with, straight forward and always friendly =) take carez
yong qiang - my stead cum little bro,i hope everything turns out good with ur current situation and u will have more clothes to wear ha,buzz me when u wanna xchange back the clothes then =)
evelyn - the little blur girl who i assume, but someone independant enough to take good care of ur own,blessings for u =)
and lastly,
ur smile will be restored,
u will be happy always,
i will be quietly guarding over u and taking care of u.
my sunshine.
love u.
Look through this brokenfames.of mine
&7:07:00 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
半夜醒来的时候
你离他远走
四方屋里只剩孤寂
电话声响起
你在那里诉说委曲
关于他和你
我在这里一如往昔
说什么都没意义
我和你和他之间的故事
该怎么解释
我爱你你却爱他
他又爱着谁
我和你和他之间的故事
该怎么结束
我痛苦你清楚
他比我幸福比我幸福
你爱上一个不爱你的他
该不该等待
我爱上一个不爱我的你
算不算悲哀
what a song when i heard it..
a similar script,
similar cast
but the last words i would like to forsaken it,
becos i know she loves me too,
jus a different lvl.
things repeated again,
but right now i got shaken abit only,
because i know right now,
she's more to my concern,
i am suppose to be right by her side,
to support her and lend her a shoulder.
not to rub salt into her wounds,
becos i know how hard she is going thru.
so bi,
i'm here to stay.
no matter how it turns out.
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&1:43:00 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
simple things can make me go ga ga.
i simply can't hold it back and smile.
careless whisper from u.
fills up this heart of mine.
=)
my love
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&7:36:00 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008
life's coming back on track,
some adjustment needed.
but i will be well to do.
work work work.
work hard kai,
and u will harvest happy things.
=)
repetition is a taboo
zipped.
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&1:09:00 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
we had our words.
cares still for me.
and me too.
i tried too hard to be back to myself so u cant take it.
too fast.
i admit it.
i will try to be normal back as usual.
i have faith so must u.
hearts u.
Look through this brokenfames.of mine
&7:06:00 PM
Monday, March 10, 2008
today and tomorrow,
i left with for this week to see u,
next off u having ur chalet...
i learnt my mistakes and i am now moving on.
wat's done been done.
stupid of me to do those shits.
i will nv do it ever again.
i got better things to do.
getting emotional is redundant,
ur lady wans someone who is strong,
i was that in the past,
it takes time but i will be back,
becos its for the better for me.
becos she wans a blissful life,
not a guy who stress her.
and thats wat made us fell in love with each other in the first place.
becos i make her smile always =)
sorry for these shits,my pals,frens and bloods.
i will be the happy kai u guys always seen me before.
uncle johny u will always have a place in my heart
pls forgive me for not being there.
all right serious work needs to be done,
time to get my quota and appointment done.
ciaoz people.
=)
i still believe in us,
still addicted to.U
believe me k?
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&5:10:00 PM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
i'm a sinner..
ur post about ur wrist.
i'm sorry..
no words can express how much pain it inflicts on me.
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&5:41:00 PM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
strive hard
and things will work out.
this blog's gonna be undergoing some revamp soon.
stay tuned.
draining every energy outta me
vindicated
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&2:07:00 PM
Sunday, March 02, 2008
烦?
k no more.
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&3:04:00 AM
