Friday, April 25, 2008
曹格
无辜
也许这是最后的考验
当我再度遇见了你
是命运捆绑了我们
还是爱情相信了记忆
你的欺骗没有让我掉下眼泪
爱本善变的痛楚并非你的罪
爱是无辜的风筝
拉着最在乎的人
情已逝我还在
注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝
挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
给不起的是你的天真
为了他你学会否认
不承认你给过青春
曾经爱过我的每一分
我多伤心宁成全你和他的吻
只好对自己的痛楚不负责任
爱是无辜的风筝
拉着最在乎的人
情已逝我还在
注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝
挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
无法挽救的温存
我是残破的风筝
宁愿在遥远的天空
看你转过身决定去实现你和他的承诺
爱是无辜的风筝
拉着最在乎的人
情已逝我还在
注定一个人流浪
爱是断线的风筝
挣脱一开始的梦
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
也许这是最后的考验
当我再度遇见了你
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randoms

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.
I thought I loved her, but she had to break my heart for me to know what true love really is.
Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone.
I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate.
I may regret the way we ended, but I will never regret what we had.
Everyone always says there are more fish in the sea... but sometimes you just really want bass.
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updates:
sunday.
Team Delta's Ord ceremony.
High tea @ Royal Scott's.
it was fine.
three rounds for me.ha.
movie after that.
Street Kings.
not bad,
chilled @ mac till 1 plus.
homed.
looks yummy

QUEUE!
my team others queueing for food

plates for the ord-ed sc

Our Team Leader SSI Mazlan & SC/CPl ah chai

Sc/SGT Tan Guo Hao

SC/CPLTaufiq

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Monday, April 21, 2008
working.
blogging.
showering over here.
jeez i am freezing.
count down to knocking off.
4 hrs.
malaysia this weekend anyone??
anyway today's earth day.
let's turn junks into treasure.

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Sunday, April 20, 2008
'Worrying' is the interest paid on a debt you may not owe.
sat.
ktv partyworld orchard.
main cast:
Yuji,Sebastian,Yan,Brendon,Jaymee & ME.
Sing sang sung.
they finally get to hear me off pitch.
so song right.
after that liquid which we wanna continue our craze in singing and games.
5 10, direction, and scissors paper stone.
after that,
Truth and only truth game.
it was really of adult content and we kept laughing over it.
secrets are meant to be forgotten,
SWORN!
nv leak out.
if not?!
u guys know ah.
pics will be up soon when jaymee sends me.
see ya guys soon man!!!
i need rest man.
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Saturday, April 19, 2008
homed.
ktv at 8pm later on.
finally.
=D
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
wed night at st james.
cast:
me,stephanie,yan ling,sebastian
home first to get my shoe.
woah in yan's BMW WOW WOW WOW.
lol, she cant stand it when i do this.
ok got down to dragonfly first.
met up with sebastian
fooled around as usual.
saw daren.
offered to powerhouse for drinks.
i nv knew girls got free drinks at powerhouse.
changed and drank.
FIVE TEN!
lol.
miss yan cannot tahan playing with me.
we kept laughing.
but sporting enough.
letting me flick her ears after losing.
we left at one.
and we had fun.
full stop.
5 10 on sat!!!
onz?
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008
ktv session.
fun and fun.
cast:
kai,yan ling,yuji,jaymee.
posers.camwhores.rappers.soulful singers.retards.
conclusion.
we had FUN. lol
boat quay nxt.
abit mono tone after that.
jus chill and chill.
pics pics!!
yuji and me

we cam and whore

yuji's turn

yan ling and me

retards action!

retards second cut

second round with jaymee's flashy cam

look at that 自恋 look lol

jaymee the photographer

cheese

time to take a break

来吧 second round

muacks

our successful ktv outing

ho scary ah

open up ur eyes peeps

surrounded by "美女" lol

我好怕

THE END.
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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

"I created myself to be on my own but I didn't expect to be alone.
Did you create yourself to be on your own?
These are the reasons things should be unknown."
"This book of love is a final gift, dramatic in its virtue...
it's a beating heart I made for you."
"We have seen stranger things in dreams;
and fictions are merely frozen dreams,
linked images with some semblance of structure.
They are not to be trusted, no more than the people who create them."
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Monday, April 14, 2008
fone bill $668.54
for a month?
auto roaming when i was at work without knowing...
jeez..
shit things
jus kept happening.
went to
bai mama and ah gong.
i miss them.
all i asked from them was to look over dad,
jie,mum.
jus safe and fine.
fuck this migraine.go away.
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
i'm not in a good state of mind.
nv knew this blackout came back to me.
simply mind blowing to me
i hope the results will not turn out bad.
people,sorry for fri if u guys cant get me.
over exhaustion lead to it.
and to think when i woke up,
u came right into my mind,
and i did something stupid to sms asking where are u.
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Thursday, April 10, 2008
.Shaw."Things have evolved to such good things,
I know in this bittersweet way..
that I should have been better off without you."
i always find such meaningful context from u my pal.
i wish to see u real soon when u're back from the states
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Wednesday, April 09, 2008
homed from work,
jeez.
haven been sleeping well for this two weeks.
my
migraine comes and goes.
making me a more hot tempered person.
samantha called and asked if i need anything from frankurt,
wth is that place?
i only know its in Germany,lol
anyway no thanks,i dun like it. u know me.
by the way tomorrow's thursday, and i am so gonna enjoy my day on fri with my buds.
dinner,shisha,bowling and muhaha.
FISHING.my fav pastime.
two more days to count down to.
=D
gonna meet up with j and tian fu maybe in fri tats if they can confirm ba,
lets see how it goes.
new skin from j not bad la but lose to mine abit muhahah!!
one up coming appt on sunday! HUAT AH!
hardest thing to do is to walk away,
pretending that i don't love you. . .
feeling that i adore.
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Tuesday, April 08, 2008
听说爱情回来过
原唱:
林忆莲
选自
林忆莲柔情精逊
在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见了说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你
我依然深爱着
在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深爱着
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中
对你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的他
我只能说我有些难过
我也真心真意的等过
all out for u.
but u chose to let it go.
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&11:00:00 PM
my oh my,jus got home man,
wat a busy day i got into.
after i finished my night shift,
went to darrens place,
off for interview with him,
went to citibank to check the credit card application,
u own me one di.
dun overspend!
went off to the railyway station intending to check out the tixs price becos we are planning to go for a train trip one day,
to malaysia Redang.
snapped a few pics.
we jus kept eating thru out the whole day till 8.
jj came along to fetch me.
rented a lancer.
we had dinner at arab st.
smoked shisha.
hadn't had it for a freaking long time.
chilled and waited for jon to come along.
hui yin called and askd to join lol.
and when we are done shisha-ing,
we went to had a few drinks,
lol.
jj only had one glass and we only had two jugs.
how itz possible?
becos drinking is meant as a hobby!
tonight we jus need to chill.and also becos jj is driving =P
after that, supper at geylang,cooool~~!
guess wat got china chickens~
came waving and callin us sayang =S
LOL.
after that headed home.
DEAD BEAT.
xchanged some text with j,
haiz..
as u know i gotta celebrate jj's birthday,
as he booked me for a early celebration with him.
he had already officially accepted me as his gay partner.
i am sorry my fren i cant be there for u.
cheer up my fren.=)
nv take ur frens for granted.
when u need them they are there,
nv take it as when u got ur comfort zone,
discard them.
it feels like they are jus items.
feel it my fren.
it need not be said to me at all,
too clear and visible to all.
i know u got that warmth there still.
giv her that.
she need it now.
vice versa in the past.
if senses need to be knocked right into u, i will.
as a fren.
visuals:
buy ur tixs to malaysia

railway canteen

neh

riders

coke lookalike ice coffee

apple mint

puff

and puff

gaylo

evil girl
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Sunday, April 06, 2008
郑中基
别爱我
词 施人
诚曲 薛忠铭
这座城是片繁华沙漠
只适合盛开妖艳霓虹
悲伤的人们满街游走
打听幸福的下落
爱情都只是传说
难开花难结果
你眼神里的讯息我懂
像随时准备燎原的火
那危险的美我曾见过
也因此留下了伤口
爱情依然是传说
就别再触碰
我荒凉心中还在痛的角落
别爱我如果只是寂寞
如果不会很久
如果没有停泊的把握
别爱我不要给我藉口
不要让我软弱
别再把我推向海市蜃楼
你眼神里的讯息我懂
像随时准备燎原的火
那危险的美我曾见过
也因此留下了伤口
爱情依然是传说
就别再触碰
我荒凉心中还在痛的角落
别爱我如果只是寂寞
如果不会很久
如果没有停泊的把握
别爱我不要给我藉口
不要让我软弱
别再把我推向海市蜃楼
别爱我如果只是寂寞
如果不会很久
如果没有停泊的把握
别爱我不要给我藉口
不要让我软弱
别再把我推向海市蜃楼
如果只是寂寞,别爱我 . . .
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Today's Horoscope:
If you aren't sure if you are ready to commit to a party, a date, a new job, or anything else that will take a chunk of your time, then don't say that you will commit just because you are afraid to hurt someone's feelings.
The worst thing you can do is make a promise that you can't deliver on. It could brand you as an unreliable person, which you most definitely are not.
So try not to be flighty -- be honest.
In the end, people will appreciate honesty more than half-baked involvement.
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Saturday, April 05, 2008
today was sucha a busy and fruitful day.
rode darrn's bike and went to wake this bugger up.
we gotta go for market survey and job interview man.
lunch first.
went to depot road and it was darn stupid,
went for a despatch job and being offered a supervisor's job.
2k plus lol.
and then darren mentioned to me about lijun working nearby,
called her up and darn she was surprised, becos we haven been contactin for 4 yrs.=X
long story.
anyway arranged to meet up soon as shs not free for the day,
queensway shopping centre.we shopped and walked.
nxt ikea, and to think we jus sat at the sofa and started chatting about his job offer.
he's confused,fully focused on a job or still keeping his property agent job as a side line.
anyway advise given.and guess where did we went next? lol
our secondary sch!
omg,we thought of going there jus becos we are hungry and the foods cheap...
when i got there, there's even security checks now being done on us.
and it changed alot indeed. wat can i say, we are old already.
new facilities with all the newly built classrooms.
no wonder students nowadays are spoilt.
so comfy and all.duh.
let the pics do the honour lol.
design centre?

physics lab


classroom chairs changed,prevent us rocking it

newly built anexxe block

mirrors placed every stairway

5n1 my former class

miss those days

detention area ha.usual hangout

study area

cant stop snapping the new "pond"

snap

all angles

up one lvl lol

assembly area ha

where we played

waited for mr Heng our chemistry teacher.
for dinner.
we eat alot k?
with darren around how can we dun eat ha.
anyway we got to west mall and had our dinner.
chilled at coffee bean after that.
mr heng told me how arrogant i WAS in the past.
when all the teachers jus had a bad time handling me.oh my.i changed k?=X
to think the teachers recognize me when i was in the office.
kai the menace.
its a fact,u will be remembered for being a good boy or bad boy in sch.i'm the latter ha.
chatted till 10 and i rushed home. bathed.hastily got myself out.
NEXT
phuture.
oh my wat a night.
fairuz birthday.
first time seeing my man drinking like no tomorrow.
and also vomitting like no tomorrow too LOL
i lost touch man lol
clubbing is like so tiring and i think i am old~
samantha came along,
yawns. like my nanny,=S
sugar mummy was there too, came to look for me for a while and treated us some drinks.
ok she has a name.-->gil
samantha seems to detest her but watever. u guys can settle it urself.
i'm amazed how gil can drive after drinking so much and offered to send us home after partying.
turned down.samantha was driving too.
and she's got dad's permission to force me home..dad.. u're sucha traitor!
got into a tiff again,
pissed me off when she starts mentioning wat she saw at railway mall.
i didnt reacted seeing hands clasped together.
so wat makes u wanna whine about it?
get over it girl.
got her to shut up after i fell asleep.
so pls,girl jus let it off.
let me be too.
i jus wanna be cleared.
our proposal!
one more step closer to our goal!
zouks pic will be updated soon.
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